We are on to day two of "no more baba" at bedtime for lil missy Rilyn and she has adjusted amazing, in fact you wouldn't even know she was missing something, but I have to admit that it has put me on a tad bit of the emotional side! Now I know that we are about 6 months behind schedule according to "dr's orders" but we are here now!! When it comes down to it, I now realize and believe that it was me hanging on to it, not her, as I will SO MUCH MISS the CHERISHED times snugglin' with her in the rocking chair while she had her night night baba, stareing up at me with her beautiful blue eyes getting heavier and heavier until they finally got to heavy to open anymore, running my fingers thru her beautiful blonde curls, humming or singing her "Angel" by Jack Johnson (my song to her since the day she was born), and thinking about what a sweet & perfect addition she is to our family and how lucky I am to have her to hold and cuddle with!! I cant even begin to count the nights I spent rocking and stareing at her long long long after she was already sound asleep!! Soooooo although this is another proof of her growing up, I am very proud of how well she has accepted the fact that "night night" time now consists of her bed, her blanky, her binky & bear bear!!!
I am AMAZED at how much harder on the emotions all this "growing up" stuff is with my last baby!!
KAINTZ FAMILY .. loving .. laughing .. learning .. growing ..... just livin' our love song!!
Wow, thanks. I am sitting here with the biggest knot in my throat & crocodile tears in my eyes. You sure act tough, but good to see your soft side come through every now & again! : )
ReplyDeleteMannnn, I can totally relate to this already, as far as my feelings about Nixen. Something about knowing it's your last baby, makes those milestones more difficult. I want him to keep his bottle, pacifier, diapers as LONG as possible!
Give that curly-haired blondie a squeeze from me.
LASTLY, great job on the font & lovin' the new header pic! so fun.
This is A not Justin but OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TEARS, TEARS and MORE TEARS streaming down my face!!!! So so bitter sweet!! xoxoxo
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